the long tunnel of wait

the long tunnel of wait
i love u putih..may u rest peacefully in heaven

Saturday, June 19, 2010

cannot kosentret lah

sebab aku xley kosentret bace notes land aku, aku rase cm nak tulis somthing, n without any delay (except for slow internet connection), here i am, in this website, thinking.

dont noe what to write, too lazy to write, but i keep pushing my qwerty keyboard everytime something pass through me..n due to the fact dat i suck badly in grammar, i dont give a frikkin damn bout it. Haarghh.. so lazy and soo sleepy, but if i sleep now, my plan will be in ruin, i need to memorize atleast four casses b4 i can go to bed succesfully, but i cant, i dont noe why...haiyyaah..

haiyaah, the sound of sigh keep repeating in my mind, normaly it sounded like this (ish), but now my brain feels dat haiyahh is the best sound to show the seriousness of my scenario, n who am i to challenge it, hes the brain after all, the core of movement n thought. This brain of my is very unique as i find it capable of doing something dat i tot he never capable of, n if u ask me what, im afraid i cant answer it, cos, my hands r out of my control, i dont even think, i just do.

this might be one of the unnecessary post(mcm la yg laen necessary), but as long as my brains working n capable of do wht it do best :coordinating my move n think of something, im good, thank god for that .alhamdulillah.

haiissh, the sound of sigh has change, n my brain have sent numerous signal dat says : hey fucker, go to sleep lah, play gitar instead of studyng, hold on, u cn pray later n etc, n now i wonder, is it my brain dat sent me all of those signal or is it something dat is more sinister...like somthing dat is cant be explain by way of science alah, the devil..or perhaps lust..is lust comes from our brain??or is it something dat is external??like the devil??

more questions surfaced, adding more question mark in my head..whatever! im goin to bed now..harrghh stupid me

p/s i love u

Wednesday, May 26, 2010

thank you (nandri)

Thank u or terima kasih or nandri or seshie ni (donno how to spell dis) or arigato gozaimasu bare the same meaning, an act of showing our gratitude, n appreciation. Terima kasih if it is literally translate, terima : accept and kasih : love, so terima kasih is accepting love..if it is in english, i was taught to say ur welcome if someone thanks u, in Bahasa Malaysia, ue welcome is translated as Sama-sama, (the literal translation of sama- sama is same-same). Weird? no lah..

Terima Kasih to all, to god, to my parents, to my siblings, to my frens, to my pets, to my guitar, to my laptop, computers, ps2,psp,ipod,bags,wallet,handphones,foods,drinks,ice and etc.

Thanks to god that im still alive and lively, thanks to my parents and family for being there for me, thanks to my friend dat give a hell of a good time and thank u all...

y terima kasih?hahah entahla, td dlam kereta mase tgh drive otw balik ke Subang, i chose to listen to Killers, album of Sams town that is free..hehehe thanks to Adam, and this is one of my favourite album of all time, eventhough the album is not as good as the first one, the iconic Hot Fuss; for me, this album is full of singalong and great drumming pattern dat is simple but yet menambat hati.

Hot Fuss, is a very special album for me cus, the sound that the Killers produce in this album, manage to give a very beautiful cowboy style setting dat helps me, to stay alert behind the wheel. The album, which i was acquired a way back to the ancient time of Asasi (approximately 4 years ago), was a courtesy of Adam. Hahaha, thank u Adam (album ni diberi mse ktorg otw nak pg PAS utk jamming).

I am the Killers biggest fan, and i think dat the first two album is brilliant. The third one, Day and Age, for me suck badly, theres a couple of songs that is great, but the others is just plain and uninteresting piece. Haiiyyoohh.

The reason y Hot Fuss is discussed today, is because, i thought dis cd is gone for good, the cd that went missing for the past few months, secara tetibe muncul and i manage to retrieve it back early dis morning hehehe.

Thank u Killers for this great album, Thank U Adam for giving me this Cd, and May God Bless u (bile nak bg CD free lg hehehe)


Monday, May 24, 2010

DISCLAIMER

i never good at gramar, never was. i will only realize the mistakes after i have post it. Stupid..sorry teacher, may i go out?

Sunday, May 23, 2010

The Mars Volta

to adam and kimok, who currently "following" my blog, i believe that both of u are sick with this topic of mine. The MARS VOLTA. The mars volta has always being the fundamental core of my obsession.. the type of music where the convention is not followed, the masses is just the opium that clouded the mind of creative superior being, and also redefine the meaning of semak ..while Adam is obssesed with Circa Survive and Anthony Green, Kimok is obesesess with Indo pop culture like Irwansyah and etc, i chose to be on diff path. the path that i believe is believe by only believers.

Shits dont just happen, for every occurence of shit, there must be a reason behind it and the reason of this writing about the great Mars Volta is because last night, my oldest sister n inlaws, gave me this holy piece of shit. The Bedlam In Goliath is now mine, (i want to put picture of it in here, but i just dont know how, can u help me with this Adam?). The Album that is created in 2008 is now mine and, the only thing that seperate me from having a full collection of the TMV albums, is their new "acoustic" albums that is release in 2009- Octahedron or if they release another album this year.

For me, this album is not as great as the first album "De-loused in Comatorium", but i really like thomas pridgen drumming in this. Raw and Solos like rhytm that sometime is too wild to imagine. the Cover album is great but the inner graphic is too common, and not attractive. (the best inner graphic is in Frances the mute, love it). when most of the volta fans despise this album, i on the other hand still loving it cus there lots of tracks where the music is still in projected the past image of volta like Agadez and Cavalettas.

Overall, i love it and thank u to mys sister that gave me this long awaited present..hahah love u all ( the first album also a gift from my brother in law)hahaha till then..



Thursday, May 20, 2010

The End

The wait is over..while im waiting for my class to start at 4.00 p.m, i was informed by a friend of mine that the class has been postponed to another date,(he text me via Facebook at 12.30)

Life Sucks

Wednesday, May 19, 2010

life is a joke and i love it

Jokes are funny, i love jokes, life is a joke:life is funny thus i love my life..the equation seems to be relevant isnt it?that is the power of math, the ability of the left brain to construct an unimportant equation that does not have any benefit or whatsoever but help in determining the answer to some of the mind boggling question.

Eventhough im not good of math (i used to be good at it at the age of 6,7,and 8 but started to be dumbass at 9 and present), i always fascinated by the equation that is created by the physicist such as the the root of everything, The infamous E:mc2.. In this blog today, i want to explain about the journey and the process of creating a mind boggling equation, and maybe..this will help u in becoming a great physicist or bullshitter, or maybe will help u guys in solving everyday problems that sometimes needs more technicality and math to sense its logic.

In order to explain about the process of making a great equation, the person who want to equate@ equator (the minemade terms) must have the full information about the things that he want to equate and he must have full understanding of all of the little things as this little things forms the arch of a good equation and will helps in answering the question.

One of my favourite equation is taken from the Legendary Monty Phyton that helps the local citizen in determining whether the accused women is a true witch in the Movie:Monty Phyton and the Holy Grail. The first thing that all of the equator must do is determine the question of fact, the instance is as follows:

Q:What people normally do with witches?

A: Burn them, as it is a common practise in medieval europe to burn the witch and suspected withes

Q:What do people burn apart from witches?

A: While some might say more witches, the true answer is wood. (as wood is the major fuel in the olddays)

Q: Why do witches burned?
A: Cos they are made of wood (wood is flammable, people burn wood :people burn witches, witches is flammable)

Q; How can people determine wheter the acussed witch/es is made of wood?
A: In order to answer this question, the person must have the full understanding on the wood characteristic. One of the wood charachteristic that outshine others is the ability to float.

Q: What else floats on the water?
A: A duck..


We can now derived our equations from the answers that is given in the questionnaire above..now the fun part

The Equation of the Witch:

Witch burn : Witch is made of wood :wood can float:Duck as the Duck also afloat Thus if the accused weight the same as a duck : she is made of wood: she is flammable : therefore she is a witch..

Thank u to all of my teachers and lecturers..im a whore




The Beginning & The End of the Beginning

This is my first post on this what so called "blog" where it is suppose to be THE place where people share his thought, wisdom, anxiety, dissastisfaction, love , hatred, natural feeling, unnatural feeling, bitching, cursing and view.

All of those mention above is a bit stright forward, but due to the boredom of 'waiting-for-my-class-to-start-at-4.00pm-and-im-already-in-my-class-at-7.30-in-the-morning" kind of boredom have left me with plenty of time to share whatever the knowledge that may be embedded in my mind which some of it may not even fulfilling the element which enable them to be call knowledge.

And my knowledge of the day is about view. In Malaysia, it is very usual for people to share their view in blog, this can be seen in the increasing amount of people that become a blogger. The view may be divided into few categories such as the view in politics, the view in the level of treatment by the government to its people, the view in fighting for what it is thought to be right and of course, the view in the general sense of everyday lives. And i forgot to mention about the view in food, where my friend is an avid reader of this kind of thing and he devoted his whole life in eating and searching for a goodplace to eat. He is a slave for food, annoying.

Back to the point where im about to discuss about the straight forwardness of sharing of thought in the first paragraph, for the purpose of this bullshitting writing of mine, i want to share a day in the life of me waiting for my class to start.

The story started a week ago, in the period of my intersession class. Intersession is a short semester class where i voluntarily put myself in and this is to ensure that my final examination is not too heavy for me to cope with based on my past experience of having core papers back to back. Bcos of this sole reason, i register for intersession class. And bcos of my sister using my car as her mode of transportation, i have hike with my in-law that goes to work at 7.00 everyday. And today my class start at 4.00pm..what a screw up.

It is already 8.53 am, its look like ive covered one hour of my long wait with this writting and i already feel semak(delirium).. this is my first post and i sense that the second one will come soon, maybe in two hours time..till then. ta-ta